I had an employer who, while an overall good boss,
sometimes had trouble with confrontation. When it came to dealing with a
troublesome employee, she would often call her entire staff together and chastise all
of us. Even when I knew I wasn’t the guilty party, those occasions always made
me squirm.
I imagine Moses’ audience had a similar reaction to his
accusations in this passage. He still harbored resentment that he had been
punished for his actions (recorded in Numbers chapter 20), and was playing the
blame game. Thanks to these people, he reasoned, he was banned from entering
the Promised Land. But was it really their fault? Sure, they may have been the
ones who sparked his anger but not one of them was responsible for what he did
about it. Like my former boss, he failed to single out the truly guilty party –
which in this case was himself.
It was bad enough that Moses would not accept responsibility
for his actions but what did his bitterness say about how he felt about God’s
role in the matter? Would God really be so petty as to punish Moses for
something that was the fault of an entire nation?
It wasn't just what Moses did that upset God to
such extremes. God said, “You did not trust me enough to honor me . .
.” (Numbers 20: 12) Later, he said, “You broke faith with me.” (Deuteronomy 32:
51) So, Moses did what he did; God did what he did; and Moses chose
what to do next: harbor resentment. He might not have been able to change God’s
mind about the punishment (see Deuteronomy 3: 23-25), but he could have saved
himself from the burden of bitterness he carried.
What misfortunes in your life are someone else’s fault? Even
if you are completely blameless, do you carry around a load of bitterness that
doesn’t make anything better? Do you secretly blame God for allowing bad things
to happen to you? And so what if God did nothing to prevent your misery - has
he forced you to wallow in it? Do you not have freedom to choose your attitude?
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