Writing these meditations is sometimes like time travel.
Today's entry, for a day in September, was composed in January. I reposted it two years later, and I am posting it again, two years after the second publication. So let's go back in time as we recall something that happened to me "yesterday" - the day before I first wrote this.
That day, the words that I had written months (now years) earlier were
about prayer. I talked about how Jesus’ example teaches us that prayer is a
conversation with God. Conversation involves talking and listening. As we mature in our spiritual walk, we should move
beyond the “it’s all about me” kind of prayers. So, the night before I wrote this entry, as I was
journaling my prayers, I began with my usual thankfulness for the day’s
blessings (all about me), but then I moved on to something different. I said,
“And how was your day?” I then moved on to list the great and small things that
are a part of God’s day and I thanked him for his attributes. And I felt like I
had progressed to a higher level of communication with the Lord.
After I turned out the light and started my journey into
sleep, I was suddenly jolted by the realization that I had asked God about his
day – and then I didn’t bother to wait for his answer. Turns out, my prayer had
still been all about me. He didn’t tell me how his day went – I told him how I
imagined it to have gone.
I don’t know if God will ever talk to me about his day,
but I am sure of this: if I had taken the time to be still, he would have
revealed himself. I know this because I have practiced this spiritual
discipline before. It is not easy to be so still, to quiet the mind, to become
hyper-aware of God’s presence, but it is an awesome experience.
The next time I ask God how his day went, I will wait for
him to answer. If all I hear is, “I am God,” that will be enough!
Take the “Be
Still” challenge!
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